As I was reading up on preterm labor on Monday, I realized that I have been experiencing like 3 of the biggest and most common symptoms for about a week now! When we went to the doctor last week he said that I would probably have this baby about a week early, but if I went this early, I would have to be on bed rest. This means I would have to read a novel of some sort and I hate reading, so that would just be miserable! Oh, and I would also be given SHOTS, which I don't do very well! So, I am a little nervous to go back to the doctor next Wednesday to see what he says.
While we are on this subject of the baby coming, I can't believe that it is almost here and that I am going to have to have this baby. It is a weird feeling that no one else can do it for me and that I can't get out of it. I hate the thought of the pain, but I know I'll be fine. Lately I have been so nervous about doing the other things too, like nursing, changing diapers, being loving and patient when I am so tired, and just being a mother! I have nannied for years but this one is mine. I don't have to leave after the night is over or after two weeks of playing. This baby is all mine. It is very overwhelming and I am sure that if any mothers are reading this it might sound a little funny, but oh well, I'll be honest, I am scared! ha ha! But I guess it's time for me to experience something completely different and I think I am ready:)
