I don't know if this is necessary to put this up on my blog because it is so sad but oh well. I don't know how I am going to be able to see to type this because I am already crying. This has not really been discussed in our house hold or with friends that much because I cry too much.
About 3 weeks ago we got news that Angie and Bill were moving to California for a new job. I felt like this was so premature. We were all supposed to be moving next May, not now! The problem I have with this move is that we have babies now. We were SO excited that Vance and Cade could play together and now they will only know each other through Skype and cell phone pictures. I am so sad. My best friend is gone. Angie is a person that is so unique. First off, she is my only sister and so obviously you can never replace that relationship. Second, she is crazy and fun. She is real. She is sometimes all-knowing, which can be a good and bad thing:) She is a loyal friend who is always there. She loves to eat out as much as I do. She loves Target as much as I do. She loves Vance as if he was hers and he LOVES her because she is so full of energy and love. She is the best friend that I have always wanted. If you haven't realized yet, I love her and miss her A LOT!
Angie, Cade, Vance and I spent everyday, all day together. I don't even know what we did, that was the beauty of it. We didn't have to be doing anything, but we always had fun! I don't know what to do with all this time I have alone. I hate it! I miss talking to Angie ( face to face, not over the phone because she is not good with the whole phone thing) about whatever came to mind and had no shame with anything( good or bad:) Another thing that we miss is having another couple to go out with or play games. CRAP who are we going to watch SYTYCD with??? What men love that show except Derek, Bill and Jordan? And I bet Bill will enjoy coming home to just Angie and Cade, since Vance and I were there most of the time when he would get home from work, ha ha. But that's no reason to move, Bill! Vance will miss his Uncle Bill. Bill always lit up Vances world for some reason. Bill could give him a weird look and Vance would smile and shake.
Ok, I know they aren't dead but still change is not very much fun! I may or may not be struggling with eating too much because of this move. I will blame it on Angie and Bill if I get obese because I can't stop thinking about frozen yogurt!
Anyway, it is really hard to be unhappy or mad about such a great thing. Angie and Bill have moved and that's that. They love Monterey and everything about the beach. They are happy and Bill loves his new job. I guess this leaves only one option for Jordan, Vance and I... California. Our options are narrowed down to the bay area. We love it there too so it will work out!
Sorry, I don't usually write a post just to complain but I think Jordan is sick of hearing it and seeing me cry. So hopefully by writing my thoughts down, I will be able to move on a little bit and start functioning.
4 comments:
SAD SAD SAD is right...I try really hard not cry because one the tears start flowing, they don't stop. I feel the same way Chels, where did all that random time go? We kept target in business and that's a fact. I'm so sorry I suck on the phone so bad...I don't know what it is, I just hate the phone. Skype will really help though, it help though, it helps me and Steph the twice a year we find time to do it. We'll have a rough little bit here and you will be out here before you know it. Make Jordan do his reels and portfolio soon and he's a shoe-in...love you. Call you tomorrow.
PS-that pi you have up of me is horrid. I look sunburned with a full beard.
I can't read this anymore...time for a new post.
pllllllllease do a new post.
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